deep down into the vast ocean,
what do you see?
for me, the endless stream of colours
that you bring to my sea.

up above in the blue sky,
what do you hear?
for me, the chorus of melodic singing
that you brought me here.

you are my safety zone..
no matter where i roam
my one and only home
and for you, i write this poem.

I hang on to the hope that is woven through your words
but the key to that hope has been thrown in the water of my tears, in which I drown
not only physically but I'm emotionally drained
my heart pounds with too much uncertainty
where do I find that glimmer of hope?
the one that could stop my whole word before it plummets
into a deep despair

It's been almost a year since I've written something on this blog. well, I guess I should make a regular routine out of it and set a specific time to write. At least I have to do it every week or in every 3 days if I didn't have a lot going on.

you know one of the days where you feel like writing your thoughts out loud? in order to not just live it up in your head.. hence, it's the reason why I'm currently here, writing on this blog.
I think this surely could help me ease up my mind and organize the jumbled thoughts in my head.

here's the thing.. I'm actually afraid of getting locked in, having no way out and being stuck to some things for life. it's an unfathomable feeling and pretty much applicable to everything.

we have a profound desire for freedom.

but here's a fact:
life is unpredictable. If it's life, it's unpredictable.

I realized that if I wanted to live the way I wanted, I had to give up a particular outcome because you have to choose one way to cross, to live.